1 00:00:01,960 --> 00:00:03,580 He needs to know the truth. 2 00:00:04,280 --> 00:00:05,460 What's going on? 3 00:00:05,860 --> 00:00:10,540 The cancer that's spread to my pancreas. 4 00:00:11,780 --> 00:00:12,780 It's terminal. 5 00:00:13,820 --> 00:00:14,960 What do we do now? 6 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:17,480 Radiation plus leukemotherapy. 7 00:00:17,820 --> 00:00:18,820 No. 8 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:20,600 I won't be doing any of that. 9 00:00:20,920 --> 00:00:22,320 Dad, what are you talking about? 10 00:00:22,760 --> 00:00:27,640 I'm not going to spend the little time that I had left in a hospital being 11 00:00:27,640 --> 00:00:30,860 pulled and prodded by doctors. 12 00:00:31,360 --> 00:00:32,219 Hey, Daniel. 13 00:00:32,220 --> 00:00:33,220 Let's go. 14 00:00:33,820 --> 00:00:37,460 If you're not getting any treatment, we all got to go sometimes, son. 15 00:00:37,880 --> 00:00:41,500 The only difference with me is I get to choose when and I get to choose how. 16 00:00:42,380 --> 00:00:43,380 Mom. 17 00:00:44,260 --> 00:00:45,380 Are you okay with this? 18 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:47,480 Not my decision to make, Hal. 19 00:00:49,600 --> 00:00:50,600 Marissa, I'm tired. 20 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:54,100 I need to go to bed. Okay. Can we talk about this, please? 21 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:59,760 Let's just enjoy the time we have together and not ruin this visit by him. 22 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:02,220 Talking about things that we can't change 23 00:01:02,220 --> 00:01:11,400 I'm 24 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:16,960 so sorry I can't believe they kept this from me 25 00:01:30,810 --> 00:01:34,090 Is it as good as it's gonna get? 26 00:01:34,450 --> 00:01:40,070 I've given all I can give, but the river still get wider, wider. 27 00:01:40,690 --> 00:01:45,710 We've been here all along, through the valleys we carry on. 28 00:01:45,990 --> 00:01:49,350 The journey takes us higher, higher. 29 00:01:49,910 --> 00:01:53,850 This could be a home if you try to build it. This could be a life that's one in 30 00:01:53,850 --> 00:01:58,390 a million. All the hard times, yet they were worth it. Time and time and time. 31 00:02:16,460 --> 00:02:17,460 What's this? 32 00:02:18,300 --> 00:02:19,299 For me? 33 00:02:19,300 --> 00:02:22,420 Picked them on the way over. Thought it might help brighten this place up. 34 00:02:23,740 --> 00:02:25,580 Are you feeling okay, Sully? 35 00:02:26,020 --> 00:02:27,020 Yeah, great. Why? 36 00:02:27,340 --> 00:02:30,160 You've never brought me flowers before. 37 00:02:30,500 --> 00:02:32,020 Well, this is the first time for everything. 38 00:02:33,580 --> 00:02:34,760 You hear from Maggie yet? 39 00:02:35,140 --> 00:02:36,780 Just to let me know that he arrived safely. 40 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:39,940 I hope everything's going okay. 41 00:02:41,080 --> 00:02:42,080 Yeah, me too. 42 00:02:43,660 --> 00:02:45,720 Frank in the garden? No, he's home with Jacob. 43 00:02:46,460 --> 00:02:47,460 He'll be in later. 44 00:02:47,880 --> 00:02:51,180 Well, I'm going to head over to Helen's and finish up those repairs. Thought you 45 00:02:51,180 --> 00:02:52,180 might like some coffee. 46 00:02:52,280 --> 00:02:53,780 Are you sure you're feeling all right? 47 00:02:54,460 --> 00:02:57,380 What? A person can't bring someone coffee without getting a third degree. 48 00:02:59,220 --> 00:03:00,220 What's so funny? 49 00:03:01,020 --> 00:03:02,020 Nothing. 50 00:03:24,370 --> 00:03:25,710 You get any sleep -off sleep? 51 00:03:27,570 --> 00:03:28,990 She can't stop thinking about me, Dad. 52 00:03:30,130 --> 00:03:31,130 Yeah. 53 00:03:31,470 --> 00:03:32,970 Maybe if I had come home with her. 54 00:03:37,450 --> 00:03:38,450 You're here now. 55 00:03:40,330 --> 00:03:45,930 Yeah. Just need some fresh air, so... I'm sorry, Cal. I... 56 00:03:45,930 --> 00:03:49,370 I wish there was something I could do. 57 00:04:11,790 --> 00:04:12,369 Hi there. 58 00:04:12,370 --> 00:04:13,710 I didn't expect to see you today. 59 00:04:14,330 --> 00:04:16,490 Thought I'd finish those repairs you wanted. 60 00:04:16,850 --> 00:04:18,670 Figured I'd save you a trip to the outpost. 61 00:04:19,010 --> 00:04:20,790 Well, that's very nice of you. 62 00:04:21,329 --> 00:04:22,330 Thanks. 63 00:04:24,090 --> 00:04:26,190 Can I come in? Yes, of course. 64 00:04:29,050 --> 00:04:30,970 You have no idea how much I appreciate this. 65 00:04:31,710 --> 00:04:33,370 I was on a roll last night. 66 00:04:34,270 --> 00:04:35,510 Stayed up pretty late working. 67 00:04:37,490 --> 00:04:39,390 So I guess you got over your writer's block. 68 00:04:39,830 --> 00:04:40,830 Yes. 69 00:04:42,520 --> 00:04:46,000 Our trip to the boardwalk really inspired me. 70 00:04:47,700 --> 00:04:48,700 I'm glad. 71 00:04:49,760 --> 00:04:53,620 Well, I'll try and stay out of your hair and, you know, I'll be as quiet as a 72 00:04:53,620 --> 00:04:54,980 mouse. You won't even know I'm here. 73 00:04:55,860 --> 00:04:56,860 Okay? 74 00:04:57,880 --> 00:04:58,880 Okay. 75 00:05:01,100 --> 00:05:02,100 Squeaky door, huh? 76 00:05:02,620 --> 00:05:03,620 Which door is it? 77 00:05:04,160 --> 00:05:05,160 Back door. 78 00:05:16,780 --> 00:05:18,600 You weren't kidding when you said it was quaking. 79 00:05:23,760 --> 00:05:26,640 Hey, you know, I finally got a chance to finish reading your book. 80 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:28,400 Really? 81 00:05:30,280 --> 00:05:31,500 I'm glad to hear that. 82 00:05:32,080 --> 00:05:33,080 And? 83 00:05:33,660 --> 00:05:37,640 And I really liked it. I'm dying to know if these two get together. 84 00:05:38,860 --> 00:05:41,980 Well, I guess you're just going to have to wait for me to finish the book. 85 00:05:43,020 --> 00:05:44,020 Right. 86 00:05:45,260 --> 00:05:49,640 Does this mean you've changed your mind about romance? 87 00:05:50,900 --> 00:05:53,760 I need to get back to fixing this thing. 88 00:06:18,640 --> 00:06:19,640 Good morning. 89 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:22,640 Roger, goodbye. 90 00:06:22,920 --> 00:06:24,740 Grab some breakfast before you get to work. 91 00:06:25,080 --> 00:06:26,080 Oh, that's a good idea. 92 00:06:26,140 --> 00:06:27,140 What can I get you? 93 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:30,260 I'd love some scrambled eggs and bacon if it's no trouble. 94 00:06:30,700 --> 00:06:31,700 Coming right up. 95 00:06:31,960 --> 00:06:32,960 Thanks. 96 00:06:34,220 --> 00:06:37,040 So, did you have a nice time in Lunenburg with Lola? 97 00:06:37,500 --> 00:06:38,500 We did. 98 00:06:38,540 --> 00:06:39,540 Wonderful. 99 00:06:39,860 --> 00:06:42,220 Is she coming in today? I'm not sure. Why? 100 00:06:42,940 --> 00:06:45,300 I thought she might want to come out and collect some lichen samples. 101 00:06:45,740 --> 00:06:49,240 Well, if you're looking for company, no one knows their way around these woods 102 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:50,240 better than Frank. 103 00:06:51,040 --> 00:06:52,660 Jacob doesn't want me slowing him down. 104 00:06:53,380 --> 00:06:56,280 Actually, it'd be nice to have an extra pair of hands if you're offering. 105 00:06:57,400 --> 00:06:59,560 We haven't had a lot of time to talk since I got here. 106 00:06:59,800 --> 00:07:01,620 Okay. I'm going to change my shoes. 107 00:07:05,840 --> 00:07:06,840 Here, sit. 108 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:13,380 I am really glad you're here. 109 00:07:15,240 --> 00:07:16,240 Me too. 110 00:07:21,620 --> 00:07:22,860 Good morning. Morning. 111 00:07:28,020 --> 00:07:29,020 Cal not up yet? 112 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:30,520 He went for a walk. 113 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:32,480 He just needed a little space. 114 00:07:36,020 --> 00:07:37,320 I guess he's still upset. 115 00:07:43,340 --> 00:07:46,820 Do you think Jed's making the right decision, not accepting treatment? 116 00:07:49,320 --> 00:07:51,020 I could buy him some time. 117 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:55,560 But to be honest, I don't know how much. 118 00:08:00,560 --> 00:08:03,080 I didn't believe the doctors at first when they told us. 119 00:08:04,420 --> 00:08:05,420 Jed seemed fine. 120 00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:08,700 Well, pancreatic cancer's easy to miss. 121 00:08:09,660 --> 00:08:11,400 But there aren't a lot of symptoms. 122 00:08:14,250 --> 00:08:15,250 I'm worried about Cal. 123 00:08:18,170 --> 00:08:19,170 Yeah, me too. 124 00:08:20,610 --> 00:08:22,150 This is going to be hard on him. 125 00:08:26,350 --> 00:08:29,110 I've been angry with his father for so long. 126 00:08:32,390 --> 00:08:34,210 What did he tell you about Jed? 127 00:08:37,169 --> 00:08:40,270 Just that life with him was difficult. 128 00:08:41,270 --> 00:08:42,270 It would be unpredictable. 129 00:08:46,810 --> 00:08:49,410 Managing Jed's condition with four kids was hard. 130 00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:53,950 I relied on Cal for help. 131 00:08:55,670 --> 00:09:01,410 He grew up fast, carried more on his shoulders than any child should have to. 132 00:09:03,950 --> 00:09:08,290 I don't think he ever forgave Jed for not being the father he needed. 133 00:09:10,390 --> 00:09:11,450 What about the other? 134 00:09:14,030 --> 00:09:15,190 Well, it was different for them. 135 00:09:16,050 --> 00:09:17,850 They had Cal to lean on. 136 00:09:19,230 --> 00:09:20,370 He was there for them. 137 00:09:20,990 --> 00:09:22,730 I don't want you thinking it was all bad. 138 00:09:23,110 --> 00:09:24,110 Oh. 139 00:09:24,750 --> 00:09:30,770 And we had plenty of good days together, too. I just wish Cal could remember 140 00:09:30,770 --> 00:09:31,770 that. 141 00:09:39,710 --> 00:09:41,270 Hey, you ready? 142 00:09:42,270 --> 00:09:43,970 Made an appointment with another realtor. 143 00:09:44,390 --> 00:09:45,950 We've already looked at everything available. 144 00:09:47,530 --> 00:09:48,530 What are you doing? 145 00:09:48,970 --> 00:09:50,770 Looking to see if anybody's hiring a chef. 146 00:09:51,110 --> 00:09:52,630 That seems to be a dead end, too. 147 00:09:55,330 --> 00:09:57,970 I think I'm going to have to move somewhere with more options. 148 00:09:59,050 --> 00:10:00,870 Like leave Timberlake? 149 00:10:02,550 --> 00:10:04,430 But you can't just move. 150 00:10:05,310 --> 00:10:06,310 This is your home. 151 00:10:06,650 --> 00:10:07,770 Your friends are here. 152 00:10:08,710 --> 00:10:09,950 What other choice do I have? 153 00:10:43,910 --> 00:10:44,910 I don't care about my kids. 154 00:10:45,090 --> 00:10:49,910 No, of course not. I know what's best for this family. We can't keep doing 155 00:10:50,050 --> 00:10:51,190 The kids need stability. 156 00:10:51,650 --> 00:10:53,590 I want us to have a proper home. 157 00:10:55,250 --> 00:10:56,250 Hey. 158 00:10:57,470 --> 00:10:58,910 Chopped enough firewood for a month. 159 00:11:01,570 --> 00:11:02,690 Blowing off some steam. 160 00:11:04,490 --> 00:11:05,570 I can see that. 161 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:09,470 Maybe talking would help. 162 00:11:11,130 --> 00:11:14,450 Honestly, I don't really. know what I'm feeling right now. 163 00:11:19,570 --> 00:11:20,730 Why don't we get out of here? 164 00:11:21,430 --> 00:11:23,810 Get a little distance from all this. 165 00:11:24,570 --> 00:11:25,570 Where do you want to go? 166 00:11:26,950 --> 00:11:29,810 I think I know a place might help give you a little perspective. 167 00:11:34,770 --> 00:11:39,970 I appreciate this, Maggie. I do, but I really don't know if I'm up for a 168 00:11:39,970 --> 00:11:42,770 ride right now. Trust me. I've been once, and it is. 169 00:11:43,050 --> 00:11:43,949 It's amazing. 170 00:11:43,950 --> 00:11:48,010 There's something comforting about looking at the world from way up there. 171 00:11:50,270 --> 00:11:53,490 Hi. Hi. Do you have a booking? Yeah, I called ahead. Maggie Sullivan. 172 00:11:54,290 --> 00:11:55,830 I've got you here. You're with me. 173 00:11:59,210 --> 00:12:00,770 Come on. I'll get you out of your head. 174 00:12:19,120 --> 00:12:20,360 Nice work today, everyone. 175 00:12:20,900 --> 00:12:22,560 How's that schedule coming along, Rafe? 176 00:12:23,240 --> 00:12:24,240 Left it on your desk. 177 00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:26,580 How about those incident reports? 178 00:12:27,400 --> 00:12:29,240 I figured I'd get to them tomorrow. 179 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:32,360 Rules say they need to be submitted within 24 hours, Rafe. 180 00:12:32,760 --> 00:12:34,620 Yeah, we always get them done by the end of the week. 181 00:12:36,680 --> 00:12:39,780 I'm getting the impression that Connie let a lot of things slide around here. 182 00:12:40,540 --> 00:12:41,540 That's not true. 183 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:45,700 Well, in any case, I'm running things now, and I want them done by the book. 184 00:12:45,860 --> 00:12:48,500 That means I expect those reports on my desk. 185 00:12:48,780 --> 00:12:49,780 before you go today. 186 00:12:50,900 --> 00:12:51,900 Copy that? 187 00:13:01,320 --> 00:13:02,420 How about this one? 188 00:13:04,240 --> 00:13:06,940 That is Parmelia silcata. 189 00:13:07,740 --> 00:13:08,780 Cracked shield lichen. 190 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:11,320 Lives on deciduous trees. 191 00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:15,200 It's a lot more sturdy than some of the other species out here. How long have 192 00:13:15,200 --> 00:13:17,120 you been interested in this stuff? 193 00:13:18,960 --> 00:13:20,780 I cook and practice traditional medicine. 194 00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:24,340 I should actually help use it to treat my diabetes. 195 00:13:25,600 --> 00:13:26,660 Why Nova Scotia? 196 00:13:28,360 --> 00:13:33,320 To be honest, I was hoping I'd get to know you and Edna a little better. 197 00:13:34,300 --> 00:13:37,020 We didn't really get to spend a lot of time together when you came to the res. 198 00:13:38,920 --> 00:13:39,960 I'm sorry about that. 199 00:13:41,060 --> 00:13:43,320 I'm just glad you and my father were able to work things out. 200 00:13:44,340 --> 00:13:45,340 Me too. 201 00:13:45,920 --> 00:13:47,640 They actually wanted me to let you know that... 202 00:13:47,930 --> 00:13:49,050 He'd love to see you again. 203 00:13:50,250 --> 00:13:51,830 Let him know I'd like that too. 204 00:13:52,870 --> 00:13:54,110 You ever think about moving back? 205 00:13:56,070 --> 00:13:58,530 It's cost my mind from time to time. 206 00:13:58,750 --> 00:14:00,710 Just know you're always welcome whenever you're ready. 207 00:14:02,230 --> 00:14:03,510 Of course, I thank you. 208 00:14:15,210 --> 00:14:16,210 Smells good. 209 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:21,300 I'm not done with those yet. I'm hungry from having to finish all those repairs 210 00:14:21,300 --> 00:14:22,320 I'm doing at Helen's. 211 00:14:22,860 --> 00:14:23,860 Are they finished? 212 00:14:24,080 --> 00:14:26,140 No, I'm going to head back over there tomorrow. 213 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:28,700 They're taking a long time. 214 00:14:29,280 --> 00:14:31,320 Well, it takes as long as it takes. 215 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:35,280 Morning, Edna. 216 00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:36,820 Sally. Hey, Sidney. 217 00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:38,880 Hey. 218 00:14:39,620 --> 00:14:42,740 Thought I'd stop by and see if you needed a hand with anything. 219 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:43,960 Perfect timing. 220 00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:45,400 These need frosting. Sure. 221 00:14:46,910 --> 00:14:49,190 I'm sorry to hear that Rob lost his new diner space. 222 00:14:49,730 --> 00:14:53,950 Yeah, we've been trying to find another location, but no luck. 223 00:14:55,310 --> 00:14:56,590 I'm starting to get a little worried. 224 00:14:57,330 --> 00:14:58,330 Why? 225 00:14:58,970 --> 00:15:00,270 Because Rob's talking about moving. 226 00:15:00,790 --> 00:15:01,850 Moving? Where? 227 00:15:02,410 --> 00:15:04,130 Somewhere he can find work as a chef. 228 00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:07,490 No, no, no, we can't let that happen. There's got to be something we can do. 229 00:15:07,850 --> 00:15:10,830 I'm not sure there's anything to do, unless you happen to know of a location 230 00:15:10,830 --> 00:15:11,830 haven't looked at yet. 231 00:15:13,290 --> 00:15:14,690 I think I might have an idea. 232 00:15:27,220 --> 00:15:28,220 So peaceful. 233 00:15:29,960 --> 00:15:32,580 It's like we're disconnected from everything that's going on down there. 234 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:54,840 You know, seeing the world from way up here helps remind me that I'm not the 235 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:56,320 only one in the world with problems. 236 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:09,260 I know things between 237 00:16:09,260 --> 00:16:11,860 you and your father haven't been good for a long time. 238 00:16:14,620 --> 00:16:17,520 But I think if you want to, you could fix it. 239 00:16:19,850 --> 00:16:21,090 I don't think that's possible. 240 00:16:25,690 --> 00:16:31,250 Well, whatever you decide, I just... I want you to know that I'll be here to 241 00:16:31,250 --> 00:16:32,250 help you get through it. 242 00:16:32,590 --> 00:16:33,590 It means a lot. 243 00:16:41,810 --> 00:16:43,070 Thank you for doing this for me. 244 00:16:56,840 --> 00:17:01,400 My great -great -grandfather built this place as a social hall. 245 00:17:01,780 --> 00:17:03,640 Used to hold Scottish tailies here. 246 00:17:08,940 --> 00:17:12,440 It's been sitting empty for years. Always meant to fix it up one day. 247 00:17:12,800 --> 00:17:17,000 Put it to good use, but I just never got around to it. 248 00:17:19,619 --> 00:17:22,839 This place is huge. 249 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:25,200 So what do you think? 250 00:17:28,079 --> 00:17:29,080 This place is incredible. 251 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:32,960 I can't accept it, Billy. 252 00:17:33,460 --> 00:17:34,460 Why not? 253 00:17:34,840 --> 00:17:37,780 I still owe you the money you gave me and Sarah when we opened the diner. 254 00:17:38,060 --> 00:17:41,840 That was a gift, all right? You'd be doing me a big favor by taking it off my 255 00:17:41,840 --> 00:17:42,840 hands. How so? 256 00:17:43,900 --> 00:17:48,640 Well, uh... All right, Glenn bought some land next to the crossing. 257 00:17:49,540 --> 00:17:50,540 Tell him you're joking. 258 00:17:50,940 --> 00:17:54,360 He's developing a fancy resort on it. 259 00:17:54,560 --> 00:17:57,420 Oh. So, we're gonna need all the help we can get. 260 00:17:57,830 --> 00:18:02,770 Having a restaurant with a talented chef on location is going to draw a lot of 261 00:18:02,770 --> 00:18:03,770 people to us. 262 00:18:05,430 --> 00:18:08,450 It'll need a little TLC, but it really is perfect, Rob. 263 00:18:10,790 --> 00:18:11,790 Do we got a deal? 264 00:18:13,910 --> 00:18:16,470 Sully, we got a deal. All right. 265 00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:30,800 Cal, can we talk? 266 00:18:32,080 --> 00:18:34,080 Why don't I go wash up and check on Jess? 267 00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:44,860 You should have told me, Mom. 268 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:47,080 I wanted to. 269 00:18:47,840 --> 00:18:50,780 Your father made me promise not to say anything. I'm sorry. 270 00:18:52,120 --> 00:18:53,820 I thought maybe things had changed. 271 00:18:55,060 --> 00:18:56,100 Clearly, they haven't. 272 00:18:56,940 --> 00:18:58,980 You're always letting him tell you what to do. 273 00:19:00,360 --> 00:19:01,380 Putting him first. 274 00:19:03,080 --> 00:19:04,400 Is that really how you felt? 275 00:19:06,940 --> 00:19:07,960 We were just kids. 276 00:19:08,980 --> 00:19:10,160 We needed you too. 277 00:19:10,940 --> 00:19:12,000 But what about us? 278 00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:17,720 I wanted you to have a father in your life, Cal. 279 00:19:18,620 --> 00:19:21,520 Even if that meant having one that wasn't perfect. 280 00:19:23,420 --> 00:19:24,520 He loved you. 281 00:19:24,780 --> 00:19:28,140 Did you really want me to turn my back on him when he needed us? 282 00:19:29,350 --> 00:19:31,190 I know I wasn't there for you the way I should have been. 283 00:19:32,310 --> 00:19:39,210 And I will never be able to forgive myself for that. But I... I did 284 00:19:39,210 --> 00:19:40,210 I could. 285 00:19:42,330 --> 00:19:44,570 And I wish your father hadn't been sick. 286 00:19:45,750 --> 00:19:48,570 And I wish things could have been different for all of us. 287 00:19:49,570 --> 00:19:50,570 I'm sorry. 288 00:19:53,070 --> 00:19:56,310 I never thought about how hard it was for you to... 289 00:19:57,830 --> 00:20:01,050 The person it's hardest on is your father. 290 00:20:01,950 --> 00:20:02,950 Remember that. 291 00:20:14,230 --> 00:20:15,350 How are you feeling? 292 00:20:17,450 --> 00:20:18,590 A bit better. 293 00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:20,510 Glad to hear it. 294 00:20:21,890 --> 00:20:23,010 Come sit with me. 295 00:20:28,810 --> 00:20:31,810 I'm really happy that I got a chance to meet you, Maggie. 296 00:20:33,110 --> 00:20:34,110 Me too. 297 00:20:35,870 --> 00:20:38,670 Marissa and I, we worry about Cal. 298 00:20:40,310 --> 00:20:43,750 Losing Lynn, that was hard for him. 299 00:20:44,990 --> 00:20:49,970 We weren't sure if he'd be able to find his way back from that. 300 00:20:51,250 --> 00:20:52,510 But now he's got you. 301 00:20:54,670 --> 00:20:55,670 And I'm grateful. 302 00:20:56,880 --> 00:21:00,380 And I can leave this world knowing he's going to be okay. 303 00:21:05,820 --> 00:21:09,620 It really broke my heart, you know, when he moved away. 304 00:21:12,300 --> 00:21:19,280 And I never understood why he did that until 305 00:21:19,280 --> 00:21:20,280 now. 306 00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:26,400 And it just tears me up knowing that I'm the reason that he's going to carry 307 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:29,320 around all that anger for the rest of his life. 308 00:21:30,860 --> 00:21:37,040 I always hoped one day we'd get a chance to just talk things out. 309 00:21:41,120 --> 00:21:42,560 And he would forgive me. 310 00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:47,780 But I don't think that's going to happen. 311 00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:53,000 Maybe it's not too late. 312 00:21:55,820 --> 00:21:58,340 I think Cal's made it pretty clear how he feels. 313 00:22:01,160 --> 00:22:02,260 I'm a little tired. 314 00:22:03,460 --> 00:22:04,500 We're going to go lay down. 315 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:19,560 No way. 316 00:22:20,980 --> 00:22:21,980 What is it? 317 00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:23,540 It's boreal felts. 318 00:22:24,110 --> 00:22:26,650 It's a rare species of lichen. I can't believe this. 319 00:22:30,030 --> 00:22:31,030 Something wrong? 320 00:22:35,010 --> 00:22:37,790 See this black spot here? I think it might be dying. 321 00:22:39,430 --> 00:22:40,430 And why is that? 322 00:22:41,190 --> 00:22:44,630 This particular lichen is sensitive to environmental toxins. 323 00:22:45,590 --> 00:22:47,090 Environmental toxins, huh? 324 00:22:48,550 --> 00:22:49,550 Follow me. 325 00:22:57,360 --> 00:22:58,820 time to get to nearby construction. 326 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:11,920 Hey. 327 00:23:12,440 --> 00:23:13,840 Things feel okay with your mother? 328 00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:15,640 Yeah. 329 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:18,560 Had a good chat. 330 00:23:19,520 --> 00:23:20,520 Cleared the air. 331 00:23:20,880 --> 00:23:21,880 I'm glad. 332 00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:23,760 Yeah. 333 00:23:24,700 --> 00:23:25,700 What about Chad? 334 00:23:26,570 --> 00:23:27,650 Are you going to talk to him, too? 335 00:23:28,830 --> 00:23:29,830 I can't. 336 00:23:30,210 --> 00:23:33,790 You know, I don't want to say anything else I'll regret. 337 00:23:34,810 --> 00:23:36,950 He really wants to make things right with you, Cal. 338 00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:39,570 I think it's a little late for that, don't you, Maggie? 339 00:23:42,130 --> 00:23:43,250 This is your chance. 340 00:23:44,710 --> 00:23:47,390 I need to tell him how you feel and to hear what he has to say. 341 00:23:48,170 --> 00:23:51,730 Look, if you can't do it for yourself, can you maybe do it for him? 342 00:23:54,250 --> 00:23:56,110 Now he finally decided to take medication. 343 00:23:58,930 --> 00:24:00,250 Now he wants to talk. 344 00:24:02,710 --> 00:24:04,910 What about all those years ago when I needed it? 345 00:24:05,790 --> 00:24:06,790 I know. 346 00:24:06,910 --> 00:24:07,910 I get it. 347 00:24:08,690 --> 00:24:12,790 I knew that's how I felt about Sully until I heard his side of the story. 348 00:24:16,230 --> 00:24:21,070 Do you think you at least owe it to him to let him explain? 349 00:24:23,210 --> 00:24:26,050 I don't think I can Why not? 350 00:25:01,390 --> 00:25:02,390 this isn't easy, Cal. 351 00:25:04,070 --> 00:25:08,310 I'm just worried that if you don't do this, that you're going to regret it. 352 00:25:42,090 --> 00:25:43,090 Happy 9th. 353 00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,540 Hey, you can't sleep? 354 00:26:42,820 --> 00:26:43,860 I heard a noise. 355 00:26:44,540 --> 00:26:46,040 I think it was a monster. 356 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:47,720 You think it was a monster? 357 00:26:47,980 --> 00:26:48,980 Oh, no. 358 00:26:49,580 --> 00:26:51,420 Okay, those monsters. 359 00:26:51,980 --> 00:26:56,380 Any monster comes near you, they're going to have to go through me first. 360 00:26:56,640 --> 00:26:59,040 So I'm going to roar those monsters away. 361 00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:01,800 How about I give you a piggyback ride back to bed? 362 00:27:02,580 --> 00:27:03,700 Hop on, California. 363 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:06,800 Giddy up. 364 00:27:06,940 --> 00:27:07,940 Here we go. 365 00:27:10,120 --> 00:27:11,180 Can you howl? 366 00:27:11,900 --> 00:27:13,480 Howl! Howl! 367 00:27:14,700 --> 00:27:16,380 Throw those monsters away! 368 00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:26,720 You back? 369 00:27:27,540 --> 00:27:28,479 How'd it go? 370 00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:31,840 We found some rare lichen, but it looks like something's killing it off. 371 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:36,580 Really? And Jacob thinks that it might be coming from the new development. 372 00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:39,600 You mean Glenn's construction site? That's the one. 373 00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:41,760 Wow. 374 00:27:42,100 --> 00:27:44,280 That might be what we need to shut him down. 375 00:27:44,620 --> 00:27:46,960 You can't go around accusing people without evidence. 376 00:27:47,420 --> 00:27:48,420 We have evidence. 377 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:52,600 What's that? 378 00:27:52,680 --> 00:27:54,120 A sample of the dying lichen. 379 00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:55,600 I'll get it tested. 380 00:27:55,840 --> 00:27:57,700 See if there's any signs of toxic chemicals. 381 00:27:58,000 --> 00:27:59,000 How long will that take? 382 00:27:59,580 --> 00:28:00,580 Probably a few weeks. 383 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:04,060 If he's using something toxic, we have to shut him down now. 384 00:28:06,700 --> 00:28:09,520 Let's go talk to somebody at the Nova Scotia Environmental Agency. 385 00:28:10,200 --> 00:28:12,340 Maybe we should think about this first. 386 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:14,199 Come on. 387 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:15,300 I'll show them what you've got. 388 00:28:22,540 --> 00:28:29,500 Thank you for being here 389 00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:30,500 for Cal. 390 00:28:30,700 --> 00:28:32,600 I can see how much it means to him. 391 00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:36,520 I understand what it's like to be estranged from your father. 392 00:28:37,100 --> 00:28:39,200 I didn't see mine for a very long time. 393 00:28:41,140 --> 00:28:42,680 You understand how he feels. 394 00:28:43,560 --> 00:28:44,560 I do. 395 00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:51,840 But I also know what it feels like to finally let go of all that hurt you 396 00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:52,840 around inside you. 397 00:28:53,300 --> 00:28:55,160 And I want Cal to be able to do that. 398 00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:59,880 I can tell you love my son very much. 399 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:01,920 I do. 400 00:29:05,320 --> 00:29:09,780 When I first met Jed, I was hitchhiking across Colorado. 401 00:29:11,020 --> 00:29:12,220 Jed picked me up. 402 00:29:14,180 --> 00:29:15,540 Things were good at the beginning. 403 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:23,160 But then he started developing symptoms and complaining that the world had lost 404 00:29:23,160 --> 00:29:24,160 its color. 405 00:29:27,940 --> 00:29:29,380 Eventually things got worse. 406 00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:34,260 Doctors prescribed pills, but Jed didn't like the way they made him feel. 407 00:29:35,320 --> 00:29:39,280 He decided to manage his condition through diet, meditation. 408 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:41,720 And that worked. 409 00:29:42,560 --> 00:29:43,660 A lot of the time. 410 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:48,340 I know my husband isn't perfect. 411 00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:52,920 But he always tried to be the best dad he could be. 412 00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:55,560 By just condition. 413 00:29:58,060 --> 00:30:00,760 I can't imagine how difficult that must have been for you. 414 00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:06,220 It is surprising what you learn to live with when you love someone. 415 00:30:11,800 --> 00:30:17,760 I spent my entire life taking care of Jed. 416 00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:23,820 He's been my world, my everything. 417 00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:31,980 I don't know what I'm going to do when he's... You are always 418 00:30:31,980 --> 00:30:33,020 welcome to stay with us. 419 00:30:33,240 --> 00:30:36,560 Thank you, Maggie. 420 00:30:37,820 --> 00:30:38,940 I appreciate that. 421 00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:53,620 I want things to run smoothly around here, too. 422 00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:55,200 I know I need to make a change. 423 00:30:56,240 --> 00:30:57,820 So we understand each other better. 424 00:30:58,080 --> 00:30:59,080 Yes. 425 00:30:59,300 --> 00:31:02,340 But if it's all right, I'd like this to stay between us. I don't want the other 426 00:31:02,340 --> 00:31:04,120 firefighters catching wind of it. No problem. 427 00:31:13,100 --> 00:31:14,520 How long have you been sitting there? 428 00:31:15,440 --> 00:31:16,440 Not long. 429 00:31:20,260 --> 00:31:27,100 I was just remembering. 430 00:31:27,820 --> 00:31:30,080 We all used to sleep in that old tiny tent together. 431 00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:32,320 You were afraid of the dark. 432 00:31:33,360 --> 00:31:35,880 I wouldn't go to bed until I checked for monsters. 433 00:31:37,660 --> 00:31:39,140 You said you'd protect me. 434 00:31:43,140 --> 00:31:44,140 I tried. 435 00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:47,680 But you didn't take the pill. 436 00:31:57,130 --> 00:31:58,250 And you weren't there for us. 437 00:31:59,630 --> 00:32:03,750 The medication, it was so strong back then. 438 00:32:04,930 --> 00:32:07,350 It had a lot of side effects. 439 00:32:09,590 --> 00:32:11,930 It just left me feeling numb. 440 00:32:13,770 --> 00:32:16,190 Just disconnected from the world. 441 00:32:18,410 --> 00:32:19,790 And from you kids. 442 00:32:22,410 --> 00:32:25,770 Okay, be a good father if I was on them. 443 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:29,620 I spent my childhood walking on eggshells, Dad. 444 00:32:30,300 --> 00:32:32,440 I know, I know. I'm sorry, Cal. 445 00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:35,740 I wish things could have been different. 446 00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:39,120 I thought I made the right choice. 447 00:32:42,280 --> 00:32:45,800 That what I was doing was best for my family. 448 00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:49,940 And maybe I was wrong. 449 00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,960 Maybe you would have been better off without me. 450 00:33:07,370 --> 00:33:11,630 I don't think I've ever understood, to right now, 451 00:33:11,930 --> 00:33:16,730 the monster you were always so afraid of. 452 00:33:19,730 --> 00:33:21,450 With me. 453 00:33:21,930 --> 00:33:27,550 I guess I wasn't the only one running for monsters, was I, Dad? 454 00:33:31,850 --> 00:33:36,370 It's a hard thing to live your whole life being just so... 455 00:33:36,730 --> 00:33:38,470 Scared of losing yourself. 456 00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:45,710 That you end up driving people that you love away. 457 00:33:49,510 --> 00:33:51,170 Well, Dad... 458 00:33:51,170 --> 00:34:02,910 I'm 459 00:34:02,910 --> 00:34:05,690 so... So sorry. 460 00:34:07,410 --> 00:34:09,030 I didn't understand. 461 00:34:09,469 --> 00:34:10,469 Yeah. 462 00:34:18,350 --> 00:34:25,030 What smells so good? 463 00:34:25,270 --> 00:34:26,610 Your father's favorite. 464 00:34:27,190 --> 00:34:29,350 Uh, roast beef and mashed potatoes. 465 00:34:32,190 --> 00:34:33,409 How'd it go, Janet? 466 00:34:34,030 --> 00:34:35,110 You were right. 467 00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:37,400 I didn't even hear him out. 468 00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:40,739 I just wish I would have done that years ago. 469 00:34:42,620 --> 00:34:43,760 Thank you for pushing me. 470 00:34:44,540 --> 00:34:45,540 Yeah. 471 00:34:57,740 --> 00:34:59,280 I'm just cutting the table. 472 00:35:07,180 --> 00:35:08,380 I shouldn't have judged you. 473 00:35:08,720 --> 00:35:13,680 I am just so happy that you finally had a chance to talk them through your 474 00:35:13,680 --> 00:35:15,060 father. Me too. 475 00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:20,660 I love you, Mama. 476 00:35:23,620 --> 00:35:24,900 I love you too, California. 477 00:35:33,620 --> 00:35:34,620 You're back. 478 00:35:35,340 --> 00:35:36,380 That went well. 479 00:35:38,380 --> 00:35:40,120 What happened at the NSCA? 480 00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:45,680 They took one look at Jacob's Rare Lake, and they were all over it. 481 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:48,360 They're going to send the inspector to pay Glenn a visit first thing in the 482 00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:51,760 morning. Frank and I can't wait to see the look on his face. 483 00:35:53,380 --> 00:35:54,380 You two are going? 484 00:35:54,680 --> 00:35:55,900 Wouldn't miss it for the world. 485 00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:01,340 I think poking a hornet's nest is a mistake. Ah, you worry too much. 486 00:36:02,720 --> 00:36:03,720 I hope you're right. 487 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:18,800 I'm too hungry to wait. But there's a bowl for you in the oven. It should 488 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:19,800 be warm. 489 00:36:20,580 --> 00:36:21,680 Well, I'm glad you're home. 490 00:36:22,140 --> 00:36:23,140 I've got some good news. 491 00:36:25,900 --> 00:36:26,698 Oh, yeah? 492 00:36:26,700 --> 00:36:27,700 Yeah. 493 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:36,700 Turns out there's an old lot that has been sitting empty at the crossing for 494 00:36:36,700 --> 00:36:37,700 years. And guess what? 495 00:36:38,900 --> 00:36:42,280 What? Kelly just offered it to Rob to use as his restaurant. 496 00:36:44,750 --> 00:36:45,930 Did you even hear what I said? 497 00:36:47,570 --> 00:36:48,570 Yeah. 498 00:36:48,730 --> 00:36:50,070 Sally gave Rob his old mug. 499 00:36:50,570 --> 00:36:51,690 You don't seem that excited. 500 00:36:52,870 --> 00:36:54,250 I got it all on my mind. 501 00:36:54,850 --> 00:36:56,610 Is Bruce still giving you a hard time? 502 00:36:57,710 --> 00:36:58,710 Yeah. 503 00:36:59,490 --> 00:37:03,810 Look, I'm sorry, Rafe. I didn't mean to get you into trouble. 504 00:37:04,410 --> 00:37:05,850 It is what it is, Sydney. 505 00:37:06,870 --> 00:37:08,350 I'm just going to have to deal with it. 506 00:37:16,590 --> 00:37:17,590 Here we go. 507 00:37:19,990 --> 00:37:21,170 This looks delicious. 508 00:37:21,830 --> 00:37:22,830 Favorite. 509 00:37:25,330 --> 00:37:26,330 Okay. 510 00:37:27,470 --> 00:37:31,430 I want to tell you how grateful I am you're here. 511 00:37:32,110 --> 00:37:34,970 And how happy it makes me that you found each other. 512 00:37:36,990 --> 00:37:41,030 Because I know it's a really hard thing to come by. 513 00:37:42,750 --> 00:37:43,750 You know... 514 00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:46,520 I've always lived my life on my own terms. 515 00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:50,940 And I intend to continue doing that with the time I have left. 516 00:37:52,420 --> 00:37:53,420 Okay. 517 00:37:54,480 --> 00:37:56,640 Your mother and I, we talked it over. 518 00:37:57,800 --> 00:38:00,620 And we would like to take one last adventure together. 519 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:05,900 We're going to drive the old bus to the Grand Canyon. 520 00:38:42,450 --> 00:38:45,810 Let's take a look around. Nothing appears to be of the ordinary here. Glad 521 00:38:45,810 --> 00:38:50,230 hear. You had me a little worried there. My father's a contractor, does a lot of 522 00:38:50,230 --> 00:38:54,730 business with the government, and he would kill me if I did anything to 523 00:38:54,730 --> 00:38:55,569 his reputation. 524 00:38:55,570 --> 00:38:58,830 I apologize for the inconvenience, but certainly appreciate your cooperation. 525 00:38:59,130 --> 00:39:00,130 Anytime. Thank you. 526 00:39:02,970 --> 00:39:04,710 You crossed the line this time, Sully. 527 00:39:05,750 --> 00:39:10,150 If I were you, I'd watch my back from now on. 528 00:39:10,590 --> 00:39:11,590 Is that a threat? 529 00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:13,500 No, that's not a threat. 530 00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:16,560 It's a promise. 531 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:20,620 Have a great day. 532 00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:29,800 I think that's everything. 533 00:39:30,140 --> 00:39:31,140 Just the food. 534 00:39:32,360 --> 00:39:33,800 You sure you don't want me to come with? 535 00:39:34,520 --> 00:39:36,060 You've got your own life to worry about. 536 00:39:37,020 --> 00:39:40,640 Now, Cal, don't worry. I will take very good care of your father. 537 00:39:42,839 --> 00:39:45,080 He'll keep in touch. Let us know how he's doing. 538 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:46,800 Of course. 539 00:39:48,620 --> 00:39:53,600 Just remember how much I love you, Cal. 540 00:39:54,340 --> 00:39:55,380 I love you too, Mama. 541 00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:06,480 I said I was going to come get you. I told you, I told you. But you fought 542 00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:07,480 over me. 543 00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:11,560 Why don't I help you in the kitchen with that cooler? 544 00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:14,640 I'd appreciate that. 545 00:40:21,220 --> 00:40:26,400 I just want to tell you how proud I am of the man that you have become. 546 00:40:27,400 --> 00:40:33,220 Like I said, Maggie, she's a smart woman with a good heart. 547 00:40:34,340 --> 00:40:35,920 I hope you hang on to her. 548 00:40:36,420 --> 00:40:37,700 I'm planning on it. 549 00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:42,080 I'm just really glad that we had this time together. 550 00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:43,920 Me too. 551 00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:51,440 Cal, I wanted to say I know I wasn't the easiest person to 552 00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:52,440 live with. 553 00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:59,840 But I just hope that one day you'll be able to look back and just remember the 554 00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:00,840 good times. 555 00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:07,600 Maybe share some stories about your old man with your kids, yeah? 556 00:41:11,140 --> 00:41:12,560 You can count on that. 557 00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:17,820 Make sure you live your life to the fullest. 558 00:41:18,580 --> 00:41:19,920 Because you only get one shot. 559 00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:24,380 If you do things right, it's a hell of a ride. 560 00:41:41,420 --> 00:41:43,320 We had some fun times in this whole thing, didn't we? 561 00:41:44,220 --> 00:41:45,220 We sure did. 562 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:49,960 I love you, Dad. 563 00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:52,020 I love you too, son. 564 00:41:55,460 --> 00:41:56,540 I love you too. 565 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:04,080 Okay, 566 00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:07,840 we better get going. I love you, driving. 567 00:42:19,310 --> 00:42:20,670 This is just a little something. 568 00:42:21,910 --> 00:42:24,750 And, uh, why not open it after we're gone? 569 00:42:26,650 --> 00:42:27,650 Okay. 570 00:42:48,690 --> 00:42:49,690 Do you remember?